Friday, August 30, 2013

On PMS and Rescued Cats and the end of the month

So so so I've been PMSing recently and it's just so not cool. I really hate this time of the month. Let me elaborate the reasons why.

  1. For the past couple of months, whenever I'm about to get my period,I get terribly sick. It could be a raging fever that just sprouts out of nowhere or coughing fits or the dreaded flu. Also, I've been experiencing Asthma attacks and it's just really hard. (I just found out I've been having Premestrual Asthma and that it's common for those who have Severe Asthma conditions).
  2. It's just sooooo hot. I don't mind the cold much but when it's hot, I just...feel so cranky and it's so hard to do things when it's hot. 
  3. I swear I feel like a pregnant woman whenever I'm PMSing. Like, my heightened sense of smell is really heightened and makes me wanna gag the whole time. 
  4. All the cray cray mood swings. I'm moody to begin with so when I'm PMSing I feel all the moods coming. 
  5. Jealousy. End of Story.
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In other news, we rescued a cat yesterday and named him Weasley. He's a cute little White with Orange patches cat who we found at the gate. He was super weak and wasn't eating but we got him to eat yesterday afternoon and now he seems fine--walks a bit and walks around now. Hope he gets even better in time. 
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So yeah, August is almost over. Super ready for September! :)

Thursday, August 29, 2013

Interim Goddess of Love, Queen of The Clueless, and Icon of the Indecisive Reviews


Hello! It's almost the last day of August but the Interim Goddess of Love Trilogy Book Tour is still not over for today marks its stop on my blog. And yes, if you're looking for something good to read, then you better get your hands on these babies.

Book 1: The Interim Goddess of Love
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College student Hannah Maquiling, also temporarily working as the Goddess of Love, has had enough of everyone asking for her help when it comes to relationships. It's her turn to find romance! She deserves it, after serving as matchmaker and confidant to everyone else in Ford River College for the past year. She's had a crush on handsome senior (and God of the Sun) Quin forever, but he's destined to fall in love with an extraordinary mortal woman, so she's figured her chances with him have pretty much dropped to zero.

It's not like she doesn't have any options for a classic college romance though. There's Diego, God of the Sea and Quin's best friend/enemy. And regular guy Robbie is stepping up, making sure she knows how he feels about her. How hard can it be for a goddess to find someone to love, and be loved in return?

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Imagine a life where in you have the powers over people who are in love...Well, not really.

As Hannah accepts the challenge to become the Interim Goddess of Love, she thinks that affairs of the heart are so easy to have power over. Hannah also has problems with letting her powers come to life and she feels like she's not really meant for the job. But then again, she realizes that she has her own problems of the heart, as well, and that she could do nothing about. There's Robbie, hot guy, who Hannah has something going on with (or is there, really?), and then there's Quin, Sun god, who everyone around Hannah thinks should be with her. She also has to deal with the conflicts around her--there's troublesome Diego--god of the sea, and Vida--goddess of the moon and all around Miss Popular who seems to hate her with a passion. 

If you want a story that incorporates reality and magic, this is the book for you. You'll cheer for Hannah, cry for Hannah, and feel for her every dilemma...such as choosing who to fall for: Good boy Robbie (who loves her with a passion), Sun God Quin (who is again, very. hot.), and Bad Boy Diego (who always seems to be around Vida!). It's a different kind of book that incorporates not only love, and stories about college, but also Filipino Mythology, as well. I like the fact that there's Filipino Mythology involved since most of us have forgotten or don't even know about our own myths. And if you're one of  those who don't, then this book is a good start. Who doesn't want a good magical love story with some education involved? I swear, you'll smile from the very first page all the way to the end. Such a cliffhanger, though! But that's why it's a trilogy...

Book 2: Queen of The Clueless
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If you've been feeling neglected by the Goddess of Love lately, don't worry -- Hannah Maquiling, college sophomore, is in training to take over. The Original Goddess is missing, but Hannah is Interim Goddess now, and she should figure out how to solve humanity's love problems soon. Quin (God of the Sun) is still her mentor, still really hot, but apparently isn't as honest about his other earthly relationships as she thought. It's frustrating, and enough to make her check out possibilities with Diego (God of the Sea) and Robbie (Cute Human).

In the meantime, she's decided to spend some of her precious training time helping to break up a relationship, instead of putting one together. Why? Because the girl in question happens to be her best friend Sol, whose boyfriend is stealing not just from her, but from other people on campus. Sol didn't exactly summon the Goddess, but this is what power over Love is for, right? Surely it's not just about matchmaking, but ending doomed relationships too. (Even when it's not what people want.)

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Hannah is still the Interim Goddess of Love--and now, she's more clueless than ever! In this book, the stories of her friends--especially her bestfriend, Sol, were also tackled. See, Sol thinks that her boyfriend, Neil is stealing from her and she just doesn't know what to do.

And that's where Hannah enters. She tries to help Sol solve her problem but the uncanny Neil seems to have an agenda on his own. And Hannah thinks that Neil is also one of the gods! And then there's some jealousy involved as Quin seems to be seen in the company of Denise Cabral, a young History professor, most of the time. And still, there's Vida--tough cookie Vida who still seems to hate Hannah so much and wouldn't stop on making life harder for her.

This book also showcases the good side of bad boy Diego--see? Even bad boys can be good, too. (And yeah, yeah, I'm on Team Diego so...) 

This book is pretty cool and easy to read, and super, super bitin--and that's why you have to read "Icon of the Indecisive" right away just to shake those "bitin" feelings off and see what happens to our dear Hannah...

Book 3: Icon of the Indecisive
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College student Hannah Maquiling, also temporarily working as the Goddess of Love, has had enough of everyone asking for her help when it comes to relationships. It's her turn to find romance! She deserves it, after serving as matchmaker and confidant to everyone else in Ford River College for the past year. She's had a crush on handsome senior (and God of the Sun) Quin forever, but he's destined to fall in love with an extraordinary mortal woman, so she's figured her chances with him have pretty much dropped to zero.

It's not like she doesn't have any options for a classic college romance though. There's Diego, God of the Sea and Quin's best friend/enemy. And regular guy Robbie is stepping up, making sure she knows how he feels about her. How hard can it be for a goddess to find someone to love, and be loved in return?

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Sometimes, in life, you have to really, really decide.

That's the lesson that Hannah Maquiling learns after becoming Interim Goddess of Love. When she finally realizes that it's not just a game and that people's feelings may be hurt, she learns that she has to decide once and for all if this life is for her. 

This book is crazy good. It shows the different sides of the characters, and also, there's a really good subplot that you'll feel for: Justin and Marlee's story.

Justin and Marlee have been together forever. And then a betrayal happens, and Hannah has to help out or else relationships will be destroyed and a life would be in danger. And then there are Hannah's dreams, which actually are prophetic and she has to learn to understand them--and to understand that she actually possesses the powers of a real goddess now.

This also shows more of Hannah's lovelife--the confusion, the fear, the pain, and all the "kilig" moments that makes you feel like you're back in college again. (How Hannah does any studying with all these hot boys around, I don't know...)

Also, this book showcases who the original goddess of love is and you'd probably be surprised. 

Surprises, more backgrounds on Philippine Myths, love, life, choices-- This is the perfect ending to the trilogy--one that'll make you go "awww, I want more!". And I really do want more. 

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About the Author:

Mina V. Esguerra writes contemporary romance, young adult, and new adult novellas. Her young adult/fantasy trilogy Interim Goddess of Love is a college love story featuring gods from Philippine mythology. Her contemporary romance novella Fairy Tale Fail won the 2012 Filipino Readers' Choice award for Chick Lit. Through her blog Publishing in Pajamas (minavesguerra.com), she documents her experiments in e-publishing.
When not writing romance, she is president of communications firm Bronze Age Media, development communication consultant, indie publisher, professional editor, wife, and mother. She created the workshop series "Author at Once" and #romanceclass for writers and publishers.

Visit Mina on her website, follow her on Twitter, be her friend on Facebook and don't forget to check out her other stuff and rate her books on Goodreads


Friday, August 23, 2013

Things to Do.

So. It's a fluish Saturday and I heard a storm's coming up again...Well, hopefully it won't be as bad as last week's..anyway.  Here's what I should be doing ASAP:

1. Get a new pair of Eyeglasses. I'm feel sooo blind na, I need new ones especially after I lost the old ones.
I want Cat's Eye Glasses! Like this:

I really think it's cute! Why not, diba? :)

2. WRITE THOSE STORIES. I know, I know, I've been slacking recently and internet connection here has some probs at times, but I gotta work on those stories or else...hmm...but soon!
3. Write more articles. And don't be discouraged with the revisions. Besides I need the money coz it's the Manila International Book Fair in September and I gotta go and buy, buy, buy. tee-hee :D
4. Visit "Human Nature". They have to-die-for scrubs! addicted to those now.
5. Get more nail polishes. I want all the colors invented!
6. Do more covers. hahaha. 
7. Get Ellie Goulding or Foxes or Rachel Yamagata's voices...on second thought, that's like asking for a miracle.
8. Join more book tours!

Book Tour Scheds here so far:


Aug 30- Interim Goddess of Love Trilogy by Mina Esguerra
Sept 4th - All's Fair in Blog and War by Crissy Peria
Sept 8th - Hello by Addie Lynn Co
Sept 13th - Vintage Love by Agay Llanera

Saturday, August 17, 2013

Warrior.

This is a story that I have never told
I gotta get this off my chest to let it go
I need to take back the light inside you stole
You're a criminal
And you steal like you're a pro

All the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I was broken and bruised

Now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again

Out of the ashes, I'm burning like a fire
You can save your apologies, you're nothing but a liar
I've got shame, I've got scars
That I will never show
I'm a survivor
In more ways than you know

Cause all the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I'm not broken or bruised

'Cause now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me

There's a part of me I can't get back
A little girl grew up too fast

All it took was once, I'll never be the same
Now I'm taking back my life today
Nothing left that you can say
Cause you were never gonna take the blame anyway

Now I'm a warrior
I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again

No oh, yeah, yeah

You can never hurt me again

That song just means so much to me. Especially the "There's a part of me I can't get back, a little girl grew up too fast" part.
Sad night is sad.

Lightweight.

It's one of those nights again.
Nights when my mind goes haywire; when I feel like nothing's right in the world; When I don't feel good about myself.

Days when life feels like shit.
Days when I just want to be whisked away somewhere. I don't know where.


Tuesday, August 13, 2013

22/100

Because she's turning 18 (time so flies!) and she's one great girl...

I can still remember that Sunday three years ago when Kharlene and I first bonded over Twitter. We talked about Adam Lambert, Casey James, David Cook and how she wanted to see concerts and stuff--and now, three years later, she's seen Adam live. She's a budding photographer. She's a true-blue fangirl and I really admire people who are passionate with something--whatever it is--and she is one of those.

K, I just wanna say that I really appreciate how you value me as a friend, as an ate, how you ask for my help sometimes and how you appreciate me. I'm proud that you're doing what you're doing, that you're trying to achieve your dreams because you deserve to have them all come true someday.

Now that you're turning eighteen (god, I feel ancient trololol), I wish that you'd still keep that child-like self of yours; that you'd stay as sweet and as awesome and as much of a fangirl, dreamer and visionary that you are coz those are the things that make you YOU. I wish a GLAMazing year for you! And, just remember, I'm just here!

See you soon! You know I love you!

HAPPY HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!


Friday, August 2, 2013

18/100

Rab is the kind of friend whom I'm blessed to have. He's smart, and witty, and funny and loves Urbandic (hahaha) and you know, sometimes you need friends who are good conversationalists, who you can talk to about whatever. And during some of the terrible times in my life, it's good that  had him to talk to. I may not always listen to advice but I appreciate the fact that he's there--even far away.

Plus, he's a fanboy, too! And one of the most loyal, harworking wizards I know. And he's real Gleek, too. 

Over the years, what I learned is that he's hardworking and you know, he's focused on his goals, and still knows how to have some fun. I think that's important for everyone. It's always good to have that balance.

Now that you're turning 22 (ancient man! haha..nah, that's still young), I wish that you'd have all your dreams come true. That you'd find love or love finds you? That you still don't let go of the child inside you, of being a Potterhead, a Gleek, a Wizard, a bookworm...Keep those in mind. Stay true to you and know that I'm here. 

Also, this is a thank you for being such a gem of a friend! And those times when we (Team Pauso) would just stay up and talk about everything and nothing at all, yung mga stories, lahat na. 

Have a great year, Rab! 



Thursday, August 1, 2013

1/100.

Gino

"Eristic: You have to ask yourself: Are the two of us defined by when we get along, or when we fight?"

David Levithan

(Well, well, you prompted me to write so...haha :P)

Ah, my number 1. I said disregard the numbers but of course you know you're my number 1 :))

How do I start? Yeah, maybe with that photo right there. Remember that? You made that for me over a year ago, I think. And It was sweet, and cute and fluffy I'm gonna die...hahaha. Seriously, sometimes, it's good to look back, see the early stages of a relationship, see how it all went from there.

You gave me more than a storybook romance. You gave me reality. I've changed so much over the past year, and I guess we both did. And you know, when people change, it could make or break a relationship. I know that when we fight, it's like, world war 3 or even more...and then when we make up, it's like, it's so fluffy again. I guess, it's really because we both have these strong, clashing personalities. We try to outdo each other more often than not.

"The way we can hurt each other like nobody else could." --From this day forward

Yeah, there were so many tears shed, so many mishaps in this relationship that sometimes it feels misshapen, misconstrued, too much too soon.

But hey, when we leave out all the rest, when we just try to concentrate on us, when we don't think about the shit and the challenges and the what-nots, we're good. We're better than good. We're one. We're back to how we were more than a year ago.

Okay, since we almost always don't tell each other what we like about each other, let me.
Here's what I love about you:

1. Sometimes, you get all so mushy and sweet and it's just so cute. Like, those cheesy pick-up lines that just make me ROFL haha and when you surprise me every once in a while. (Especially Last Valentine's! Woot!)
2. You cook for me! (because I can't. hahahaha)
3. When you wash those dishes...
4. And do the laundry :)
5. When you tell me you love me. Because it just never fails. 
6. When you hug me after a big fight.
7. GREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY hahahahaha
8. When you sing for me. 
9. When you write poems and stuff for me (I miss this!)
10. Just having simple, fun,  unobstructed moments with just us. Just us.

So there. You know I have so many things to say. And I've written about you over and over! haha. But just know this.

I LOVE YOU.

Relationships are a lot like flowers. If you find the right seed, put it in good soil, give it water and sunlight, bam. Perfect bud. And then comes winter and the flower dies. But if you tend that garden, spring will come along and that flower will bloom again."--Finn Hudson



I love you, Babe. Know that. Even if I'm cray-cray, and you are, too (hahaha), and the situation is,  and even if sometimes, it sucks...just remember what brought us together, and what can't tear us apart. And soon enough, the pain will be over. The dread will be gone. It will all be okay.


100 Names.

So, recently I read Cecelia Ahern's "100 Names", a book that tells about the story of Kitty, and her mentor, Constance, who when she died, left out a list of "100 Names" for Kitty to talk to, without knowing why. Basically, it talks about how we all have our own stories to tell. That even the most "ordinary" persons are extraordinary...and so with that in mind, I decided to create my own list of 100 names to write about. To share stories of what we went through, memories, times of happiness, of pain, of friendship, of whatever. Of real life friends, friends I met online, family, pets, etc.  Of things I want to tell them, of things that have never been said.

That said, if you're part of this list, then congratulations (or not? haha). And the numbers are just numbers (except for some maybe)--what matters is you're here. I'll try to put up a post or two whenever I can (I'm not promising it's going to be right away, since you know, there are also some other things I gotta do) and again, disregard the numbering, i might choose to right a certain number first so, you never know.

 How then will you know I've written about you? SIMPLE. SUBSCRIBE! haha :D but don't worry, because I'll also send you the links, you know me. But I'd really appreciate it if you'd subscribe :))

Anyway, here are my 100 names:


  1. Gino Carlo Cruz
  2. Edelisa Garcia Cunanan
  3. Clara
  4. Pumpkin
  5. Muning
  6. Missy
  7. Pretty Girl
  8. Four-D
  9. Tulpo (+)
  10. Tolome
  11. Bradley
  12. Gener
  13. Hameg
  14. Degi
  15. Alilie Joy Hernandez
  16. Leoniza Cruz
  17. Cedric Cuacoyes
  18. Rabbi Aujero de Dios
  19. Morgan Louise Brown
  20. Moulee Goswami
  21. Mary Joy Antonio
  22. Kharlene Cornelio 
  23. Alyssa Paola Pocaan
  24. Kenneth Laurence Catapang
  25. Bridget Co
  26. Rania Esperame
  27. Tatiana (adambrodyfan)
  28. Arnee Gleek (dang, Idk your real name haha)
  29. Janella Marie de Guzman
  30. Euni Salvador
  31. Cheryl Mazo
  32. Bash Sarmiento
  33. Carlene Beltran
  34. Anglica Purisima
  35. Nikki Anne Pilaspilas
  36. Eve Nazareno
  37. Edward Jerome Lauguico
  38. Barry Angelo Sim
  39. Kristine Segui
  40. Rexon Chumacera
  41. Jimuel Miraber
  42. Albert Vidal
  43. Sergio Paulo Perez
  44. Eric Isaiah Perez
  45. Rosanna Perez
  46. Eric Perez
  47. Jenny "Levine" (come to think of it, Jen, Idk your surname! haha)
  48. Rira Silver Ademi
  49. Yolo (haha yeah yolo)
  50. Thereza Pegoraro Brown
  51. Althea
  52. Erica Caabay
  53. Dingdong
  54. Marlon Senosin
  55. Clint Clerigo
  56. Marlon Dulay
  57. Juvilyn Tacayon
  58. Uzamee Kay Rivera
  59. Janella Briones
  60. Apple Joy Pico
  61. Encar Grace Lim
  62. Cori Estrella
  63. Maricar de Vera
  64. Maricar "Miaca" de Mesa
  65. Cyril Acacio
  66. Kristine Detoyato
  67. Antonio Benito Sr. (+)
  68. Erwin Ramos (+)
  69. Alvin de los Reyes
  70. Anna Barcelona
  71. Shari "Dreamfaerye"
  72. Elmer john Palle
  73. Noemi Mamangconi
  74. Angelica Saubon
  75. Haszel Costelo
  76. Marrhon Mangalus
  77. Hubert Yao
  78. Varian Catudio
  79. Joy Eleccion
  80. Kaiser Don Chua Castro
  81. Shierly Magadia
  82. Arlene Perez
  83. Red Reyes
  84. Honesto Javier
  85. Mary Ann Bruan
  86. Mitchie 
  87. Kyuting (+)
  88. Snowy (+)
  89. Natalia dos Reis
  90. Anne Margeline Jimenez Hugo
  91. Sheena Loren Javier
  92. Praxedes Niedo Benito (+)
  93. Rosemarie Allaga Benito (+)
  94. Smartbro!
  95. Vizmalau Bonalos
  96. Joanna Marie Atienza
  97. Kathrina Sena
  98. Isobelle Martinez
  99. Kaycee Kay
  100. Jeneliza Recato

Rest easy, little cat.

Last night, one of our kittens, Tulpo died.
He lived quite a short life (barely three months), but he sure made a mark in our lives. In my life.
See, he was a sweet, mischievous, but really nice cat...except for the occasional turds, but you know...

We tried our best to take care of him. I swear, it's like, having a baby (although I never really had one)--like, you pour out so much of your heart and soul into this cat. Give him time. Feed him. Play with him. Plus, the fact that you're with him everyday.

He was great, you know? He was really energetic...and then for some reason, he just stopped eating,s atrted getting thinner--and then just two days back, he was eating again and we had so much hope that he's finally getting better. And yesterday, he was eating, too...and then...poof, just like that he became so weak. So weak he couldn't even stand. We had to just lay him down, and we stayed beside him until his last breath. It was awful. It was...heartbreaking.

I know, he's just a kitten. Barely even a cat. But still, he made our lives a little brighter, a little better. And for that, he'll always be missed.

Rest easy, Tulpo. We'll miss you. We already do. And you know we'll take care of your siblings.

(May 16, 2013-July 31, 2013)